{ Am I a Bad Friend?? I think so... }
I used to adore him as a friend... he was a great company actually then I dunno what happened... It seems like he became too in love with himself and making him an irritant to me... 11:08 AM • Thursday, November 08, 2007
The problem with him, I think he has a serious mental issue... He is a different species online and offline, I am so confused now that I dunno which is the real him... Its like he's got schizophrenia. I thought I was the only one who thought so, but I was wrong... Another girl friend of mine said so too...
I started to worry bout myself... I began appearing offline once he comes online, I began to ignore his calls, smses... He was in a way scary..
Recently, he suffered from a heart break.. But it was really expected since he was having a long relationship that certainly wont work at all... When he had problems with her, I was there actually, trying to talk him out of the relationship.. Thinking back, I wasnt very supportive at all.. But it was his decision to be with her, so now his heart break came, so its his own fault right???? Cos I warned him before, it wont work... But I dunno why, I pitied him.. I know he likes her alot, but it just didnt work out... What a pity...
But I dare not ask.. I didnt have the guts to ask him about it cos he is too scary... I am afraid of him for the first time in my life.. Whenever I talked to him, I had scary goosebumps coming out of my skin.. The things he said and asked are perverted in a way... He always like to ask very personal questions that I hate to be asked or answer...
So I am not being a bad friend for ignoring him, when I am suppose to pity him and comfort him right? I think I made a right decision.. But bcos of him, I cant be seen online more often and I cant talk to people online anymore...
I am so depress...
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