{ Yet another one... }
8 months past since I have been in UK. 10:51 PM • Friday, May 26, 2006
I was reading some friends' blogs about 21st birthday celebration and stuff like that, I realised that with me being here, I missed out alot in those so-called-friends lives..
I am not being jealous but sometimes when you see things like pictures of them together it just make you envy them, wishing how much u wish to be there etc..
I have truly enjoyed myself here, but I guess life is always fair. Since I am enjoying life here, I lose something as well. And this something that I have lost, I thought for a very long time, was some friends...
A girl like me makes friends very easily... Not that I am easy going but that it just so happens to be that way.. But at the same time, there will be people out there who hate you and try every single way possible to make u a scapegoat.
Luckily, I have always been very alert with people around me and I am not the kind who will be bothered about people who tries to backstab me... Bcos I believe in one thing, that's myself...
For many years, these friends come and go. I have lots of friends, but amongst these so-called friends, I only consider very few as my very close friends, however, I always thought to myself, do these friends whom I called my close friends consider me as their close friends too?
Is it that important for me to consider someone as my close friend and that someone acknowledge me the same way as well. There a few out there whom I considered as close friends, consider me as close friends as well.
Distance indeed pull people apart. I have matured a whole lot more since being here. I truly understand now how to become a real friend and a good friend.. And I now know how to draw a line between friends and acquaintances..
For those friends of mine who frequent my blog, I thank you guys for being there and you guys do play a big part in my life.. This includes my new found friends, Chu, Tiffy, AQ and of cos Hanying.. hehe
It's me being random cos I am lonely...
{ The dream guy }
Just a random blog.. 4:54 PM • Monday, May 22, 2006
Was talking to HP one day and was asking her how's her baby and this and that... Then started to ask her why is she up so late when she is suppose to go to bed..
She told me she has something to discuss with her husband... I stood there stunned for a while thinking about how we were just a few months back when she was only a girlfriend to her now husband..
The word husband didnt came across my mind right. Then I finally thought, yea this simply means that age is catching up on us fast.
Then I jokingly told her that I am still waiting for my dream guy and yet you are married with a husband.. wahaha
Each and every human has a certain set of criteria for their future partner, me too.. hehe.. But my mum told me once before, if you choose a guy through those standards, the guy too will have a certain kind of standards.
So why do we set those kind of standards when we jolly well know that in reality, no one will fit those standards perfectly..
Before I came to England, my dream guy should be tall, ang mo and handsome..
But after I came here, haha I strike ang mo out of the list. Seriously speaking, it's very difficult to find handsome ang mo even if they can give you a very cute little mixed blooded baby. I also strike handsome out of the list, cos handsome guys are always so full of themselves. If I ever meet one, I will let him taste defeat!!
Then I started to ask myself, what type of guys I want then? Seriously, I dunno... Haiz, I am lagging in the race called love. Or perhaps, I dun need love at all. When I was here, the girls kept crying over their fucked up boyfriends..
So personal view, Men i general are disposable willies and we women wont crave for...
Yes, that's it!
{ FREED!! }
Wahah!! Finally months of anticipation and it's all over!! I am freed!!! 5:42 PM • Thursday, May 18, 2006
I cant believe that everything is over... now i only have to look forward my return to SG... haah
Now i am really bored... dunno what to do...
{ SHIT }
I am so dead... no money to eat liao how??? 1:02 AM • Saturday, May 13, 2006
I went to HSBC today trying to get money out, but cannot...
Sian, then I forgot to bring out my UOB card... SHIT!!!
Hopefully my UOB card will work, if not, i will have to fly back home very early so that I can save some money..
Anyways, I called my sis, in the end got ticked by her, then my mummy called me, wahaha, my mum didnt scold me for spending too much sia... wahaha, weird the mummy and elder sis role have shuffled..
Shinhwa's new album is out!! wahaha clever me has become quite a computer expert to get hold of the album... hehe
Hopefully, peeps, please pray hard that my UOB card will work, if not I will have to charge everything to credit card, which I really dun want to...
{ I'll Be back!! }
Yes, just booked my air tixs and hotel wahaha... so happy.. after 9 long months, i will be back in 7 weeks time!!! 9:46 PM • Friday, May 05, 2006
Anyways, Beckie moved out today officially!! YEAH!!!!