{ Click Click }
When I open my mouth, I will hear some clicking noises... It's been there for over a year already.. And recently, I watched a TV progamme on stress and they talked about this problem.. It causes LOCK JAW!! Oh my godness, I have no idea this can lead to lock jaw (hello Tetanus symptoms... just kidding, I didn't step on rusty nails..) 9:46 PM • Friday, April 29, 2005
Ok but whatever it is, I always get this difficulty in opening my mouth wide sometimes, and once I managed to do that, it clicked (my jaw that is)
See this only happen when I am stressed... And nowadays, when school is over, I thought I wouldn't get it.. WRONG!! I still experienced these clicking noises and difficulty in opening my mouth thingi...
Hopefully, I don't get a dislocated jaw..
{ Flu }
Flu changes your life... 3:23 PM • Thursday, April 28, 2005
I mean seriously, I can go out, afraid that my mucus filled nose will shoot the mucus out without any warning...
I am scared that if I faint, no one will bother to call the ambulance.
Ya it's only a flu but I am really lethagic. No energy at all. Can' go to Sentosa tomoorow. But it doesn't matter, because I really don't feel like going. I dunno why I dun feel like going. It's better to keep my mouth (erm hands in this case) shut now...
{ Finally }
YES!!! Finally my blog has got music!! 3:02 PM •
I want to shout out to Serene and Chong Lin...
The both of you are a great help man!!! Thanks!!!
{ Frustrated }
AHHH why still no music!!!!! 2:56 PM •
Damn it.... stupid geocities is always so fucked up one... ARH!!!
{ AIDS }
Ha... Read the newspaper today and find it funny... 12:46 PM •
Everyday, 4 to 5 Singaporeans are tested HIV positive...
Weird isn't it. This basically means that men (Singaporean men) are still very active in sex... Just that they don't do it on their wives or girlfriend. Many of those, are gays...Not surprising actually... I got a rude shock when I went to The Heeren on one fine Saturday and guess what I saw... A Spinelli cafe full of GAYS!!!! Mind you, handsome gays okay.....
But anyway back to our topic of the day, AIDS!!
I read the newspaper yesterday (Yes I read the newspaper everyday) and saw an article about sex trade in Thailand... Guess what, majority of the patrons are Singaporean men... EWWW
They are so horny... Can't control their penis from ejaculating all the way to Thailand... SHAME ON YOU!!
So why are Singaporean men declaring that they only have sex 2 to 3 times a month?? Now we know, they have sex more than 2 to 3 times a month, just that it doesnt happen at home, it happened in a red light district in Thailand or even China... Weird is it?? There's a wife at home lying on bed for them free of charge, but yet they are looking out for vices that charges...Hey guys or horny Ah Peks out there, if you don't go look for vices, you can save alot of money you know, then you can buy alot of condoms then can save those money meant for vices to breed a child...
Worst still, this morning headlines, A Singaporean male teacher (man again, you see these things dun hapen on women, I wonder why??) was caught trying to have sex with underaged BOYS!!!!!!!! ( Stupid asshole) Why must it be on kids!! You are a creep that disgust me... I will put you in a death sentence if I am a judge (unfortunately, I am not one)... You called yourself an EDUCATOR but yet you performed as a shameless act.... How can he qualify to teach?? I wondered how many boys he molested in his school... Poor students... Maybe he doesn't act perverted in front of his students, he might be schizophrenic you know...
Crazy world isn't it.....
{ Confused }
Ok I dunno whether to call it a good news or bad, but at least my Buddha heard my prayers... 2:41 PM • Tuesday, April 26, 2005
YES!! There is shuttle service between Langstone and the University Quarters and it's FREE... And no, if we walked, it will take 30 to 45mins... With my short pair of legs, it will take me forever... Bicycle is a good transport choice, but I dunno how to ride (dun laugh, but my dad felt that we r too precious to ride such dangerous stuff)...
Oh man, this is not looking good... I worked out more equations (Yes I am calculative, but what to do when you are on a tight budget). If I stay in Langstone, I will need S$46310, if I share a studio apartment with Jiayi, then I will need S$40761.60. See I even got the cents calculated properly.
But I dunno whether me and Jiayi can live harmoniously under one roof (I dun want to end up enermies) and I dunno whether they will allow 2 people staying in a studio apartment meant for one.
Another alternative, go to John Morres Liverpool University, cheap and the School of Biomedical Science is in the top 25.
HMMM confused confused confused!
{ Bad news }
Really bad news 9:25 PM • Monday, April 25, 2005
The hostal that we wanted (Langstone) is like on the other end of my school. Mind you not one or two streets away, I think it's a hefty 30mins walk!!!!!
Damn it. The agent recommended me another hostal which is just beside my school, but guess what, it cost $3000 singapore dollars more than the one that we wanted...
Now, I am confused, it's really too expensive, but then the other hostal is too far....
DIE DIE DIE... For the don't know how many times this week, I said that I am dying...
SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!!
So I did a rough calculation, guess what, it's going to cost a bloody S$51493.20 (if the conversion rate is at 3.30 sing for 1 pound)....
Really really expensive...
Now, I can only pray that there will be shuttle bus from Langstone to the school every 15mins and that the walk may not be 30 mins as expected...
Buddha, pls answer my prayers!! PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
{ Portsmouth HERE I COME!!!!! }
Went to Portsmouth website and had a quick look at the hostals. Very expensive. We wanted en suite (have our very own toilet) and the cheapest cost about $250 sing per week... 5:05 AM •
Damn this will add up to about 10K per year!!! my god.
I did a rough calculation as well, I need about 50K in order to study at Portsmouth!!! So expensive!!! but for one year only, I think it's worth it.
And the worst thing of all, the closing date for accomadation bookings is on the 28th April!! And we just sent our application!! Oh my GOD!!!!! Die die die liao lor...
If we cant get this cheap one, the other halls are charging like 11K to 12K.. SHIT!!!!
I am praying right now that they will have enough rooms for the 2 or us, if not, I will want to rent a Studio apartment instead.. Jia yi, you won't mind we sleep in one apartment right??
But the problem is, I don't want us to end up like enemies... this is tough... I hope my Buddha will help me keep 2 rooms for us.... PLS!!!!!!
{ Singaporeans }
Every saturday I would tell my mum the exact same thing, I am tired and embarrassed to be a Singaporean. 5:15 PM • Sunday, April 24, 2005
Seriously, I think Singaporeans need to go back to school to learn some basic manners. Even children nowadays (I personally prefer to call them BRATS) are so so so so so RUDE!! Erm to be fair, I shall not say every Singaporeans.... Some (make that majority) Singaporeans don't even know how to say Please, Thank you.. HELLO!!! Are you guys bought up by kung bush men who don't even know how to speak?
I really have no absolute idea why are they so... Haiya can't help but I must say this... FUCKING STUPID! or rude in this case.
Oh ya, is the economy in Singapore that bad??? How many FUCKING spoons must I give for a pathetic bowl of Ice kacang... In case you think that plastic spoons are cheap, each cost about 5 cents mind you.
Finally, I vented out my anger which I kept for the past many months (erm years I think) since I started helping out my parents.
{ Class photo }
12:51 PM • Saturday, April 23, 2005
class photo one last time, no Huiping..
It's not very perfect but still, it's not too bad i think
{ STEAMBOAT!!! }
12:44 PM •
Surprise, it was pretty yummy... nothing really fanciful just normal food... no abalone or such... but it was warm and nice...
{ Twister }
9:38 PM • Friday, April 22, 2005
This is funny, we all cracked our bones for this game... Eventually, I was the first one out and Vivian went on to win! Hooray!!
{ Supermarket }
9:37 PM •
Supermarket.. Some shopping was done before we went back to the chalet....
{ Killing myself }
I want to kill myself... 3:03 PM •
Really....
This blogger thing is driving me crazy...
It's in chinese!!!!!!!!!! ARHHHHHHHHHHH
My god I want to kill myself....
{ My first blog }
Finally, I got through the extremely difficult to figure out chinese characters to write my very first blog... 2:37 PM •
Yes, life is like a box of contaminated chocolates, taste yikey and definitely, well I can say memorable..
Once again, another chapter of my life was closed. Graduation seem so far a few years back, and now when we come to think about it, it came so fast..
The chalet was something memborable. I was shocked that the bbq became a teary event. It was so real. I found myself able to release easily in this bunch of people. I had never felt that way before, seriously. Not that I'm a loner but just the feeling of wanting to keep my cupboard full of skeletons. Afterall, what have or rather had happened to me are or were nothing glamorous.
While doing this entry, I think I got myself a job, nothing fanciful. But at least, I don't have to stay at home looking at the computer or Tv waiting for them to look back at me haha...
But anyway, exams results are coming out on 05/05 (I think I should go buy 4D with that number)... No idea how well or bad i would do...
Anyways... a bit bored first blog...
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