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So what if I am fat... I gained fucking 5 kgs while in UK.. I will slim down okay.. 12:17 PM • Sunday, June 25, 2006
Yesterday went to Roland's birthday chalet and suprise everyone wahaha... Only ZH, Lorna and Gene knew that I was coming home.. I made them kepp quiet about my return so that I can suprise the rest hehe...
When ZH saw me, the first thing he said was I was fat.. Yeah la I know okay, not as if I am ignorant about it..
I didnt know I gained so much weight until I went to Hilton to stay there for one night and there was a weighing scale and me and Gemma weighted ourselves... we are bloody 50kg.. hehe
Then I saw myself in a full length mirror for the first time in nine months and I am really fat...
But then I was oblivious because in Atlantic Point, there was only this small little mirror hanging above the sink...
The weather is absolutely boiling... really hot... sweat kept drippng down.. I told myself this is probably the best method to burn fats wahaha!! Ok I know I am deceiving myself, but what the heck, I will loss weight in 2 months time, not I will is I must..