{ Yet another one... }
8 months past since I have been in UK. 10:51 PM • Friday, May 26, 2006
I was reading some friends' blogs about 21st birthday celebration and stuff like that, I realised that with me being here, I missed out alot in those so-called-friends lives..
I am not being jealous but sometimes when you see things like pictures of them together it just make you envy them, wishing how much u wish to be there etc..
I have truly enjoyed myself here, but I guess life is always fair. Since I am enjoying life here, I lose something as well. And this something that I have lost, I thought for a very long time, was some friends...
A girl like me makes friends very easily... Not that I am easy going but that it just so happens to be that way.. But at the same time, there will be people out there who hate you and try every single way possible to make u a scapegoat.
Luckily, I have always been very alert with people around me and I am not the kind who will be bothered about people who tries to backstab me... Bcos I believe in one thing, that's myself...
For many years, these friends come and go. I have lots of friends, but amongst these so-called friends, I only consider very few as my very close friends, however, I always thought to myself, do these friends whom I called my close friends consider me as their close friends too?
Is it that important for me to consider someone as my close friend and that someone acknowledge me the same way as well. There a few out there whom I considered as close friends, consider me as close friends as well.
Distance indeed pull people apart. I have matured a whole lot more since being here. I truly understand now how to become a real friend and a good friend.. And I now know how to draw a line between friends and acquaintances..
For those friends of mine who frequent my blog, I thank you guys for being there and you guys do play a big part in my life.. This includes my new found friends, Chu, Tiffy, AQ and of cos Hanying.. hehe
It's me being random cos I am lonely...