{ Just another ordinary day.. }
Again, a lonely saturday for me... All my friends back home went to my sec sch teacher's wedding and hardly anyone was online... 4:24 AM • Sunday, December 04, 2005
I spent the entire day watching Sang Doo, Let's Go To School, a korean drama, which I thought was quite nice.. and I dunno why the drama kept me thinking about home...
Anyways, Katie's mum came yesterday and felt sorry for me cause I will be left alone here during Christmas.. Those girls kept worrying for me being alone in this house, but seriously, I am kinda used to being alone in this house already, cos I seldom go clubbing with them and Saturday and Sundays, I am usually stuck in my room anyways..
I appreciate them worrying for me being alone in here. I dun celebrate Xmas back home and I really dun see the point of celebrating it, but bcos I am in UK now, Xmas is like the big holiday, everyone will celebrate it. When they first heard that I will be staying here for Xmas, they were like, oh why.. well cos my home is 14 hours of flight away and it's expensive to go home..
and the worst thing of all they have to ask me over and over again... they have short memory.. I am already feeling terrible not able to go home for the holidays, I miss my friends, my family, my house ARH!! and these girls seems ignorant about how hard is it for me to be so far away and being here alone and get use to doing everything myself. If I had a choice, I would wanna go home, where I dun have anything to do, go out with all my friends..
Bottom line, yes i am not going home for Xmas and no, I am not bothered about being alone in my house.