{ For the first time.. }
I used to be surrounded by great friends and family, but now, I am all so lonely in this pathetic small room of mine. 1:15 AM • Sunday, September 25, 2005
I felt so helpless and lonely, I sometimes didn't know what to do and wishes to go back so bad.
But I guess this is fate yea, I chose this path of going overseas, so I guess it has to be this way. I guess my sis must have felt the same way too.
The dream I had, I guess it's an indication that I missed them alot.
Sometimes I feel like going back to SG, but then again thinking I have total freedom here, I regretted that thought. But then again total freedom = total boredom! I am so contridicting myself.
40 more weeks, all I have to do is study and time will pass fast yea? I hope.
I miss my korean dramas, I miss the weekends spent with those fellas, I miss my bed, I miss my room, I miss Brownie (the bear that Serene gave me). Oh man I miss everything!! ARH!!!